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I Was A Psychic Hitman Targeting The Illuminati... Until It Destroyed Me (Full Story)

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Key takeaways

Wellness and Self-Improvement

Key wellness / self-care / transformation themes (from the story)

Core mission after the occult phase

  • Focus on trauma healing
  • Emphasize nervous system regulation
  • Encourage living in alignment (present-moment, authenticity over “occult identity”)

How the speaker describes the harm cycle they got stuck in

  • Dissociation from the body and reliance on “alter egos” as coping mechanisms for safety/worthiness
  • Using anger, shame, and control as fuel (especially after religious trauma/indoctrination)
  • Escalation from “exploration” into practices aimed at power/control, which ultimately produced consequences
  • Long-term health breakdown they attribute to:
    • “mod poison” symptoms (linked by them to kratom misuse + living in a moldy environment)
    • intense psychological/emotional pain and near-death-level suffering
    • returning to the body and trauma processing only after their “threshold”

What “healing” looked like when they turned the corner (as described)

  • Coming back into the body when pain forced integration
  • Facing and feeling trauma directly instead of avoiding it through dissociation/alter identities
  • Tethering away from the occult-identification rather than “blindly embodying” it
  • Medical help + procedures during crisis (endoscopy/colonoscopy/sigmoidoscopy; extensive doctor visits)
  • A shift from ego-based “enemy fighting” to accepting a never-ending cycle and choosing a different path

Practical wellness stance emphasized at the end

They explicitly reject helping others by:

  • manifesting/control reality through occult methods

Instead, their positioning is to:

  • Equip people with tools for smoother, regulated transformation
  • Move toward boundaries + alignment + nervous system healing

Program / productivity-like action steps promoted

  • 90-Day Alignment Course inside their Cycle Breakers Community
    • “Step-by-step education” and practice
    • Not a “quick fix” approach—full real-work framing
  • Suggested daily “action” style during crisis (self-education routine):
    • After being unemployed following Equinox job loss, they spent 2–3 hours/day at the local library learning YouTube skills (thumbnails, intros) to rebuild a serious business

Self-care boundaries (implied throughout)

  • Avoid “fight fire with fire” mentality: fighting trauma externally doesn’t resolve it internally
  • Practice boundaries against harmful spiritual/control paths
  • Prioritize presence and authenticity over identity fusion with “dark” forces

Important caution/context in the narrative

The speaker shares highly intense occult and psychic claims (entities, curses, stargates, alleged world-events causation). However, their stated current stance is that people should avoid power/control-based occult paths and focus on trauma healing and nervous system regulation instead.

Presenters / sources mentioned

  • EA Quetting (business: Become a Living God)
  • RSD (Real Social Dynamics) / “game” community (and an archetype of teachings aimed at attraction)
  • Owen Cook (course; recommended book)
  • The Cabalion / The Cabbalah (book recommended by Owen Cook) — as titled in the subtitles (“the Cabalian”)
  • Asenoth Mason (book referenced: The Clipo(t)f / the Clip off—spelled “Clip Off”)
  • Jeremiah Schwarz (the speaker/presenter, named at the end)
  • Equinox (South Beach employment; also referenced in the story)
  • Garage 111 / 11-11 (described as a Miami “stargate” location)
  • Drake and Chris Brown (music-video association with the location)
  • Kratom (substance blamed by speaker in later mold/health crisis narrative)
  • One Direction / Liam (Liam Payne) mentioned in their ritual-timeline claim)
  • Organizations/figures alluded to in the story: Freemasonry, Cabala/Sephiroth/Clipoth, Lucifer, Satanic secret societies (as beliefs within their narrative)

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